the bitch philosophy

Vincent van Gogh, Branches of an Almond Tree in Blossom (Interpretation in Red), 1890

Vincent van Gogh, Branches of an Almond Tree in Blossom (Interpretation in Red), 1890

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posted 1 day ago, 21 May 2013

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posted 1 day ago, 21 May 2013
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Remember
the sky bled down & we
were running, smiling wide
with our arms raised. Not afraid
of anything ever. The way
days pass & we end up
under covers, socks pulled
to our knees. The way I bruise
without touching anything. The way
you forgot my birthday & brought me
flowers for no reason. Everything
is so convenient. We grow
teeth without trying.
—Alexis Pope, excerpt from “A No Good Seasonal Depression” (via larmoyante)
posted 4 days ago, 18 May 2013
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You may have noticed that you are very sensitive to others’ emotions, that when they are anxious, you get all jittery; when they are sad, you get sad; and so on. It might also bother you or seem confusing that others apparently don’t pick up on your emotions. And other people might find it unsettling that you can detect what they are feeling even before they do. This can be unsettling to other people in your life who might not be fully aware of their own experiences. In fact, research shows that people with BPD consistently identify others’ emotions sooner than do people without BPD (Fertuck et al, 2009). This capacity can lead to trouble when the brief hint of annoyance in the face of a friend triggers an intense fear of abandonment in you.

-Blaise Aguirre and Gillian Galen, “BPD and Symptoms Not in the DSM,” Mindfulness for Borderline Personality Disorder


More specifically, it’s that people with BPD are quicker to pick up on potential signs of an emotion, not necessarily the emotion itself. This can be especially tricky when the person with BPD also experiences paranoia and related symptoms. A yawn or a glance out the window could be interpreted as annoyance, boredom, wanting to leave, secret hatred, etc etc etc when really the other person is just tired, or something outside caught their eye.

…and this is why I really need to look into MBT (Mentalization Based Treatment, which focuses on this specific symptom).

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posted 4 days ago, 18 May 2013
Sometimes I feel like I’m slowly floating away. I’m constantly looking for something to grab on to so I don’t lose myself.
—Kasie West, Pivot Point (via larmoyante)
posted 4 days ago, 18 May 2013
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